I Am, And Who I Want - 1117 Words

When I look in the mirror, I see who I have become and how I got to where I am. When around others, I feel as though I wear a figurative mask to hide who I am inside. Even the closest of my friends think I’m just a happy and cheerful person. I constantly yearn for something more, but I’m never totally sure of what it is I want. Although I do have some ideas for goals I hope to attain, with the assumption they will fill my inner desires. In the rest of this paper, I hope to describe who I think I am, and who I wish to become. I would say my biggest challenge has always been finding the motivation to do something. This started back in grade school, around 6th grade. I would do all of my homework and studied like anyone should, and maintained an A average in every class. I’m not sure when the turning point was, but I noticed as I stopped caring to do homework, aside from graded stuff, and stopped studying, my grades barely changed. I paid attention in class, and ass umed I was able to retain enough information to do well while putting forth minimal effort. This continued through my first two years of community college. I received my associate’s degree and graduated with approximately a 3.5 grade point average, all while not studying and even skipping many classes. The motivation to put more effort was never really instilled upon me and I never faced any kind of challenge. Before turning 18, I held two jobs. The first was stocking frozen food at a supermarket, which lasted allShow MoreRelatedThe, Native American, And Whatever White My Dad1653 Words   |  7 PagesWhen I think of the word â€Å"Ethnicity† of course I immediately think, â€Å"Oh I’m Mexican, Native American, and whatever white my dad is.† While I do have a darker brown skin I was not raised in the traditional way it’s assumed I was. I am only a quarter Mexican, so I was not raised in a Mexican household. 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